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  Katherine tried to focus on the man as he took the seat opposite her. His eyes drew hers; they were full of secrets and mischief. Recognition hit her squarely in the face like a ton of bricks. She narrowed her eyes at him. “I know you, don’t I?” she blurted out.

  Milford raised a brow, his green eyes showing surprise. He cleared his throat. “I would not say ‘know’ as in we have been formally introduced,” he awkwardly continued, “but as in having seen one another before, why, yes, yes we have.” He waited.

  Katherine leaned in to study his face. She leaned back, staring at him. He smiled, making his green eyes twinkle in the dim light. “Yes, yes you are the gentleman, with the necklace from my work.” She instantly felt her face flushing red. “Ah… I, um, you know… borrowed it.”

  Milford smiled. He knew “borrowed” was being used a bit loosely, but that was his intention, of course. He settled back into the adjoining chair and waited, with a grin.

  Katherine took his smile as a good sign. At least, he didn’t seem upset; but why was he smiling slyly at her? “Oh, I know you warned me, but really…”

  He said nothing, only nodded.

  “Wait a minute; this can’t be. You see, I am somewhere I am sure I am not supposed to be, and you are… well, it doesn’t matter what you are… Oh no! I need to use the bathroom again!” She covered her mouth and ran from the room.

  Hawthorne Manor

  Laughter of two young girls echoed in Isabelle’s mind. She stared at the locked door. Laughing out loud, she was unable to recognize her own voice. She suddenly found her situation hilarious. She laughed and laughed at the door. Just a simple, silly, stupid door kept her trapped. And now the ones that were closed for so long within her mind began to open. She closed her eyes and walked through one.

  The past

  “Isabelle? Isn’t he handsome?” Victoria gushed excitedly.

  Isabelle looked over at her brother, Clive. His light brown hair fell lazily to the side, and his blue eyes lit up with laughter, even though she knew something dark lay just beneath the surface. “I don’t see it,” Isabelle countered.

  Victoria grabbed her hand. “How can you not? See how everyone clamors for his attention? They are hoping for a moment of his time.” She gushed excitedly, her face flushing.

  “Like you?” Isabelle said rudely.

  “Fine, so I might have a little crush on your brother, so what?”

  Isabelle watched her best friend in the world stare longingly at her brother, her violet eyes begging him to notice her. Victoria was absolutely beautiful. Her black hair was pulled loosely back in a ribbon and tiny tendrils escaped the confines, blowing gently in the soft breeze. “Little? Don’t you mean huge?” Isabelle teased meanly. She couldn’t help herself; Clive was not a nice person. And he certainly was not good enough for the likes of Victoria.

  Victoria turned hurt eyes on Isabelle.

  “I am sorry,” she said, leaning forward and hugging her friend. Clive caught her eye, and without saying a word, beckoned Isabelle to send Victoria over to him. She tried to say no with her eyes, but he lifted his brow, daring her to deny him. She turned away quickly and immediately complied. “Victoria? Clive would like to see you,” Isabelle said sadly, not able to meet her friend’s gaze.

  “Are you kidding me? Do I look okay?” she asked excitedly, blowing on one hand to check her breath while smoothing her hair with the other.

  Isabelle couldn’t help laughing at her friend’s antics. “You look wonderful; you always do. Now go, before he gets tired of waiting for you.”

  “Okay.” Victoria took a huge breath, smiling at Isabelle a moment longer. She ran over to Clive and sat down beside him.

  He lifted his head and looked directly at Isabelle, a triumphant look on his face.

  Isabelle narrowed her eyes and stared back at him burning with all the hatred she felt. He smiled then, and the side of his lip curved up just a bit, as he raised his brow. He was playing chicken with Isabelle. A shiver of cold fear ran up her spine and she had to turn away. He won again.

  Isabelle’s head fell forward. She jerked it back, waking once more.

  <>*LB*<>

  …Meanwhile back at Ravenhurst

  A burst of warm air hit Katherine in the face when she returned to the room. A log tumbled further into the fire, hissing and crackling. Her guest from earlier was seated in one of the chairs, staring at the flames. His leg was bent, resting across his knee, and his polished boots reflected the fire like mirrors.

  She walked over to the opposite chair and sat down, one hand resting on her queasy belly.

  “Katherine, dear, are you feeling any better?” he questioned with concern.

  “Yeah, I think. Sorry about that… umm…,”

  “Milford,” he supplied helpfully.

  “I’m sorry, Milford, but I am not sure why you are here. I think I am somewhere that is not, um, right,” she tried to explain.

  Milford lifted his hand. “I have some rather interesting things to tell you, a story from a long time ago. I do apologize for my part in this,” he stated sincerely.

  Okay, so now he was freaking her out. She mentally prepared herself to hear whatever he needed to tell her.

  Milford leaned back into the chair and cast his gaze into the fire. “As a young lad, I was picked to squire for the most esteemed knight in all the land–the Raven Knight. His name was Darias; otherwise known as the Destroyer. The raven was his coat of arms. Just like the raven, he was renowned throughout the land for his strategic maneuvering in battle. He could swoop in, waylaying his opposition efficiently, quickly, and disappear without a trace. He inspired many and was feared by all. He devoted himself to the king and the land he fought to protect.

  “It was a rare privilege to squire under a knight such as Darias. I took my duty very seriously. He was my master, my mentor. He was everything a lad could ever hope to be or become. The man was tireless and though few knew, he was fair and just. He only wanted a simple existence, to live in harmony with the land about him. Everything was as it should be until that fateful day. That is the day everything changed….”

  A flash hit Katherine with such force, she had to close her eyes from the pain. Milford’s voice faded further away while she held onto the chair arms, her knuckles turning white from the force she squeezed. Her heart pounded so loudly, she couldn’t hear his words any longer. It didn’t matter; she knew what happened.

  Tears flowed from her eyes. Her heart hurt. The knight, his anguished cries, haunted her mind. It was horrible.

  Milford shook his head sadly and stood up after he finished his tale.

  Katherine looked at him, her vision blurred, from her own tears, as the knight’s cries finally faded from her mind. The crushing sadness lifted from her chest and her breathing returned to normal. She let out a sad, breathy sigh, unable to speak, and shook her head back and forth.

  Milford leaned forward and gently squeezed her hand reassuringly. He turned and left the room quietly. He had no idea she did not hear the most important part of the story.

  Ravenhurst, the next morning

  Sebastian covered his eyes with his hand to block out the light. He was still abed, a sheet barely covering his naked body, his legs tangled in the folds. He did not sleep well. Hearing Marguerite’s confession with his own ears was more than he could take.

  He laughed aloud. It was a hollow, bitter sound. He still couldn’t believe that she actually told him she thought the wastrel would return for her. It made Sebastian sick. Oh, he could envision quite clearly, what must have transpired between the two. Luckily for her, the knave returned her to a place where she might be cared for.

  Many other women found themselves in similar circumstances, awash in promises of love and marriage until the wastrel took the prize. Marguerite was fortunate. Most ruined women ended up on the streets, selling their bodies for a living.

  Angrily, he tossed the covers off and climbed from the bed. He wasn’t sure why he felt so
angry. Did it truly matter? He looked out the window at the early morning sun. His mind was set; he did not intend to bed her, ever.

  He closed his eyes against the sun, allowing the heat to warm his skin. An image flashed in his mind of Marguerite, revealing her beauty to him in much the same way, with the sun shining through her prim, little gown.

  His body reacted, betraying him once again. He turned purposefully away from the window, fully intending to douse his ardor in an icy, cold bath. “Bloody hell!”

  <>*LB*<>

  The sound of birds squawking outside the windows woke Katherine from her slumber. Sunlight filtered through the sheer curtains, spilling over her, warming her body. She had to admit, she was a little sad to be awake. Now, she would never know how her awesome dream ended. Maybe, she hoped, she would dream about it tonight as well. Opening her eyes, she screamed. Those damn, beady, little eyes were staring down at her, tauntingly. She rose up, ignoring the pain in her head, and untied the curtain to cover their faces.

  “Nasty, little buggers,” she mumbled, falling back onto the pillows. Well, that answered that. She wasn’t dreaming. She closed her eyes, trying to make sense of the absurdity of everything.

  So… Milford was the man with the necklace from work, and also what? A butler from the past? She laughed out loud. It began as a small little sound, and then came out harder ‘til her eyes began to tear up. She rolled back and forth on the bed like an imbecile. This was good. She was living in an alternate reality that rivaled some of the best movies she had ever seen.

  What were the odds? She finally composed herself somewhat, her hysteria dying down to a slight giggle. She climbed from the bed, deciding to embrace her insanity. She may as well act the part, like one of her favorite heroines in movies.

  Take her lumps and make the best of it.

  She tried to focus on what Milford told her about the legend, which didn’t really even seem like a legend to her, more of a sad love story, really.

  Did she miss something? She must have. Where were these ill-begotten treasures? Why was everyone after them? Well, besides the obvious reasons. What did this Marguerite girl have to do with it? What about the necklace? Seriously, she must have missed the gargantuan part of the story, because there was so much she did not understand.

  She was about to jump back into the bed and cover her head until she re-awoke in her own world. Half way there she paused. And what if she did? Would she remember any of this? Would she wish she were here instead of in her own bed? She shook her head; obviously, it was a no-win situation.

  Suddenly, she remembered the necklace. Maybe it had some kind of mystical properties. She knew her reasoning was farfetched, but really, she was in freaking Victorian England, betrothed to some hot earl. So her brilliant deduction really couldn’t be that farfetched. She ran over to the bureau with claw feet and pulled a few of the drawers open. One had all gloves inside, every color and length. Another had fancy ribbons, stockings actually made from silk, undergarments, and a small, blue, leather-embossed novel, which was tucked behind one of the drawers. She pulled it out, Vanity Fair II by W.M. Thackeray. She remembered the movie, at least the remake of Vanity Fair with Reese Witherspoon. Katherine wondered if this book was a continuation of the movie she saw.

  Oh well, it seems Marguerite had a taste for books about women who knew how to get what they wanted, at all costs. Mental note to self: read novel and find out how to get what I want.

  Katherine found the necklace, finally, in the bottom drawer of the bureau, buried under several shawls. Who would have gone to such trouble to hide it? She wondered, as she pulled it out and lifted it up. The necklace sparkled, beckoning her with its beauty once more. She was about to put it around her neck and wish herself back home. Instead, she froze.

  What would happen if she did put it back on? Her heart began to sink. What if she simply poofed back to the future? If she put the necklace back on, would she wake up back at work, listening to Janice talk about her latest conquest? Or Ned’s latest acquisition? Or worse? What if she ended up back in her apartment? And none of this ever happened? What if she never saw him again? If she left now, she would never find out how he kissed. Or feel her heartbeat racing when he was near. What if her knees never wobbled? Or her heart? Would it ever fall… in love? If she did not give herself the chance to know him, how would she ever know? The list was simply too long.

  With shaking hands, she carefully, but deliberately, put the necklace back where she found it. She covered it with a shawl and firmly closed the drawer.

  No, she was not ready to let this… dream? Delusion? disappear… not just yet. Maybe she would feel differently later, in a few more days.

  She smiled, no; she wasn’t ready to give up on her delusion, just yet. She had things to do in this moment in time. She needed to lay a legend to rest. First, she had to figure out what the riddle meant, and how it tied everyone together.

  She pulled out the piece of paper Milford gave her earlier when they spoke; more proof she was not imagining everything. That is, of course, unless she imagined the paper as well. Glancing at the welt on her arm, she decided to embrace her insanity without inflicting anymore pain on herself. She unrolled the parchment, the writing inside barely legibly scrawled across its length.

  Until the key is found, you will be bound

  locked within for all time, never allowed peace of mind…

  Katherine dropped the paper.

  It floated down to the floor. She did not know what to make of the mysterious words. She thought the knight loved the girl. Those words sounded more like a curse. Why? She closed her eyes and tried to imagine what the words would mean to someone desperate enough to do anything to get back a girl they loved and lost.

  She shivered. Her heart began to ache as tears swelled up in her eyes, blurring her vision. She picked up the paper and shoved it into the drawer, trying to banish the horrid feelings coursing through her body. What in the hell was she going to do? She shook herself, trying to get her emotions under control. She took an unsteady, reviving breath; she knew she had a riddle to solve, not only for her sake, but apparently a few others’ as well.

  <>*LB*<>

  …Later that morning, at Ravenhurst

  Dishes clattered as the liveried footmen cleared them away. Another setting was placed on the stark white, linen tablecloth. A pair of white-gloved hands polished the silverware gently with a cloth before placing it on the table beside a fine porcelain plate. Crystal glasses were filled with juice and water from pitchers, the condensation dripping on the table and fading away. Toasted bread lay inside the slots of a sterling rack beside a jam jar. Serving trays of food rested on the sideboard nearby.

  Sebastian summoned the footman to refill his cup with more coffee. The rich aroma filled the room. He wiped his mouth, settled back, and picked up the paper.

  Hearing the dishes clattering and the smell of fresh coffee, Katherine practically ran into the room. She was not prepared to see Sebastian at the table, and stopped mid-step. He lowered the paper, her breath caught in her throat. He was so good-looking… too good-looking. Where were men like this in my world? she thought grimly.

  Sebastian folded his paper and set it back on the table. He lifted his eyes to Marguerite’s, as she stood awkwardly in the doorway. She looked like she was ready to turn back around. She really was a pretty girl. How could he not have noticed before?

  Perhaps it was the simplicity of the gown she was wearing, which made her so appealing. He acknowledged her presence with a simple tilt of his head.

  Katherine took a breath and tried to curtsy, but sucked at it. She knew she must have looked afflicted, so she gave up and walked heavily over to the table. A footman appeared out of nowhere to pull a chair out for her. She thanked him as he disappeared from view once more. She tried to sit on the edge of the chair, just as any genteel lady should, but unfortunately failed at that as well. Her face turned red. He was staring directly at her with an unreadable expression
on his face.

  Sebastian adjusted his folded the paper on the table. “Good morning. I hope you slept well.”

  A footman reappeared from nowhere and filled her cup with coffee. “Ah, yes I did, thank you,” she replied nervously, her voice shaking.

  He watched her chewing on her lip; a nervous gesture that he never noticed before. “I am glad to hear that.” He smiled at her, she looked utterly adorable.

  The smile he gave her was unnerving. Why was he being so nice? She tried to gauge his mood, but a footman blocked her view as he placed a heaping plate of food in front of her. Her stomach growled obnoxiously, and she pushed on it, her face turning red.

  “You are obviously famished. Please eat,” he urged, waving his hand towards the food, smiling.

  Katherine’s face was on fire. She tried to smile back, but it ended up looking forced and awkward. Her stomach twisted as his smile faded. He lifted back up his paper. She shifted on her chair, wringing the napkin in her lap. Why did he stop smiling? She thought about the strained smile on her face and almost fell over; she probably looked like she needed to go to the bathroom. Great. Perfect.

  She suddenly hoped he would leave so she could eat. She glanced nervously at him to find the paper covered most of his face. She quickly grabbed the fork, filling it with eggs and shoved the bit into her mouth. She lifted her hand to cover her mouth as she tried to chew the oversized bite, she crammed in her mouth. It wasn’t a pretty sight.

  Of course, Sebastian was watching; he watched the way she ate, as well as the way she drank. The way she kept blowing a stray hair from her eyes, and the rise and fall of her breasts in her conservative morning gown were not unnoticed by him. He even caught her darting glances to see if he was looking at her. Of course, he was, but she didn’t know that. She was nervous. He was glad. He watched her shut her eyes, as her dark lashes fanned across her high cheekbones and her full, pink lips met the delicate porcelain cup. His body began to react again. He was aghast at himself. These urges were getting bloody ridiculous. He cleared his throat. “I see you are thoroughly enjoying your meal,” he said, smiling. “If you will excuse me, there is something I need to attend to.” He stood up and straightened his jacket. “I will let you finish breaking your fast with some semblance of tranquility,” he commented casually as he walked towards her, stopping right beside her chair.